No plans

I realized today that I don't do good with no plans. Going with the flow, living in the moment is not as easy as I thought it would be. My brain is always trying to plan something. I had a hard time today staying focused on today.

First thing! I need a good cappuccino/espresso machine! My keurig machine is for the birds. Reason why I got one in the first place is because it was my job to prepare the coffee machine for the morning. I hated it! So having a keurig machine saved me from making coffee every day. Problem is that it's a piece of crap. It does not task good and it does not wake me up. I don't want to continue using our old coffee maker... I want a espresso machine that makes REAL COFFEE! I know it's not in my vacation/no pay budget but I really need one!!!

This Morning, Kyanne and I went to pick up Renée in Shediac. She was back from her NYC vacation. We went to Auberge inn Tyme for a good Americano! Espresso to me is a drug. I can feel it flowing in my veins. I don't know if its good for me, but I need it to survive.

After Kyanne's sieste, we went to beach with Renée and Amanda. I don't know if its because the weather was not that great, but I felt lonely and empty. I can't explain it, it was just not right. Once we got home, I texted my friend MJ if she wanted to join me for a Gin and Tonic! This should get me in a better mood. :) Indeed it did but I dropped my iPhone in my drink. :( Good bye iPhone 3.My no spending vacation is not going too well. I have a $150 Visa gift card so I might be able to use that towards my new phone. It was really weird tonight without a phone. Should I wait a few days and see if I can survive? Is it my angles trying to teach me a lesson and really disconnect??? Or are they being super nice and telling me I need the new iPhone 5. :) Either way, it's going to be positive. I might wait a few days before purchasing a new one. Who knows, what I might learn without a phone.

For some odd reason, Kyanne was really good tonight during bath and bed time. No crying! Yah for mommy! She actually made me laugh. I asked her to go in the shower and she said, "Wait mommy, I need to do my yoga first". She got on the floor and did a few of my yoga moves. It's too cute. :)

Daddy got a good laugh as well this evening. We were watching the sunset by the ocean and she asked me if I wanted to go find some ladybugs with her. I got up from my chair and followed her. Kyanne looked down by the flowers and said " My angles! Please help me find some ladybugs" Victor turned around and looked at me. He could not believe what he just heard. lol!