Fun Weekend

This week was a mix bag of tricks. I finished the audio book " The Power" and fell that I am ready to concur the world lol! Not! I tried very much to apply the lessons in the book, however it's hard to stay positive when others are giving you shit or you are totally in disagreement with what they are saying. So what I did today was " Smile and nod". Just for example, today was a very long day. I was sitting in a boardroom and all I could hear was wamp wamp wamp... I honestly don't care about what I do. I have absolutely no passion or satisfaction. :( Don't get me wrong... I love helping out people, but what I do is just not cutting it for me. If the people that were with me in the boardroom with me today were all mind readers, they would of opened the door and let me out. I was screaming in my mind. Monday I was on the job bank sites trying to find something interesting. I actually found a trainer job that I was sort of interested in at Blue Cross, but they pay check is not enough for my spending's. After a good chat with a friend of mine, I sort of snapped out of it and realized that I have a good job and I should just keep on smiling and nodding lol! Well today I was back to not wanting to be fake. I have Doreen Virtue Life Purpose cards and I decided to do a reading for current situation and it was all about my career. It said that whatever it is that I am looking to do, it would be hard work. It will not come to me on a silver platter. If know that I will find my happy job eventually, but for the time being, I have to keep sending love like the audio book said to do. :) To skip to another subject, I just wanted to say how proud I am of my stepdaughter Nicole. She started to run this spring. They called it, couch to 5K. Well she just did a 10K tonight. She is motivated like you would not believe it. Kyanne and I tried to follow her and it did not work. We ran about 4K and I almost died. After a summer of eating and drinking... Ya! I was not ready to run a 10K tonight. I am going to be so soar tomorrow. Kyanne enjoys running with us. She sits in the stroller and changes the songs on our iPhones.